why???

THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE GIRL I SAW IN MY DREAMS TODAY AFTERNOON!!!!!!!

The cold winter morning breeze,
I kept it as a slave to my love.
The strong sunlight wanted to penetrate
But i sent it back to outer space.

I was all alone in this world,
Giving all that i had to my love.
Now my life is filled with nightmares,
How do i forget my princess??

Tell me why did you do this to me,
Tell me why did you leave me,
I look for answers,
And all i see is the void of loneliness.

All my memories of joy are now locked up,
My long breaths wait for your return.
I want to get a new life,
But my heart reaches out for you.

Oh its been such a long time since i last saw you,
And if i say i don't want to meet you,its not a lie.
I don't think there is anything called life,
Its only a mere drama of staying alive.